An hour passed before the doctor returned to update us, by this time we were convinced that something serious had happened. She told us they had tried various treatments, which had failed and had to resort to putting her on a ventilator with 100% oxygen. At this point they couldn’t tell us what was wrong, but they were running various tests and would let…

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After losing Quinn, I was so painfully desperate to be pregnant again. I wanted her back in my tummy, safe, at home, before everything went wrong. Nothing else in the world mattered to me. I longed to feel those reassuring kicks and ripples in my stomach. I didn’t care about anything else, I just had an overwhelming maternal need to be pregnant. Three months…

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This is not the story I ever imagined I would be writing. On Thursday 7th December 2017 at 4.15pm I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl Quinn Clara Cadwallader and my whole world was torn apart. It has been almost 4 weeks now since losing her and I wanted to share my story with you. I don’t feel ready to share my whole…

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Follow my blog with Bloglovin Can you believe it’s that time of year again?! Halloween is just a few days away and for most of you that means some wild parties and dressing up, but for me… this year I will be spending mine with my feet up, a cup of tea and binging on Netflix. With Autumn now in full swing and the…

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  First of all I would like to apologise for the lack of content over the past 7 months. Before I continue with the usual posts I just wanted to give you all a quick update on what’s been happening. Most of you will know that Gavin and I are expecting our first baby at the very beginning of December. I really can’t believe…

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