An hour passed before the doctor returned to update us, by this time we were convinced that something serious had happened. She told us they had tried various treatments, which had failed and had to resort to putting her on a ventilator with 100% oxygen. At this point they couldn’t tell us what was wrong, but they were running various tests and would let…

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After losing Quinn, I was so painfully desperate to be pregnant again. I wanted her back in my tummy, safe, at home, before everything went wrong. Nothing else in the world mattered to me. I longed to feel those reassuring kicks and ripples in my stomach. I didn’t care about anything else, I just had an overwhelming maternal need to be pregnant. Three months…

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This is not the story I ever imagined I would be writing. On Thursday 7th December 2017 at 4.15pm I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl Quinn Clara Cadwallader and my whole world was torn apart. It has been almost 4 weeks now since losing her and I wanted to share my story with you. I don’t feel ready to share my whole…

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  First of all I would like to apologise for the lack of content over the past 7 months. Before I continue with the usual posts I just wanted to give you all a quick update on what’s been happening. Most of you will know that Gavin and I are expecting our first baby at the very beginning of December. I really can’t believe…

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I’ve been contemplating for some time now as to what I should cover on my first post. So finally I decided to share with you my current plans for the year going forward. The aftermath of Christmas and New Year festivities had left me feeling deflated and down in the dumps. I had a few too many mince pies resulting in gaining a few…

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